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4 hours ago
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- The Advertiser
Western Bulldogs star speaks of personal struggles
Western Bulldogs star Jamarra Ugle-Hagan has opened up about his mental ill health for the first time since taking a leave of absence. The former No.1 pick is looking to make his AFL comeback after recently visiting a health retreat in northern NSW in an effort to get his life and career back on track. Ugle-Hagan has not played this season, but rejoined Bulldogs teammates last week for the first time since April. He had been unable to regularly train with the Dogs since late last year. The 23-year-old took part in a light training session at Whitten Oval, but could still be weeks away from a possible comeback at VFL level. Speaking with ex-AFL players Mitch Robinson and Rhys Mathieson on the Rip Through It podcast, Ugle-Hagan revealed the extent of his battle, which has included suicidal thoughts. "All the noises actually sent me to a rehab facility for my mental health," Ugle-Hagan said. "It got to a point where I had to give my car to a mate, so I couldn't drive.'' Ugle-Hagan said he often felt isolated, and turned to alcohol at the height of his struggles, before spending time at the health retreat. "When you are down, you want to keep finding an upper," he said. "My upper was probably staying and hanging out with my mates and getting on the piss, and training with them as well. "But it just had no end goal. I didn't have a game. I didn't have anything. "My mental health wasn't in the right space, so I was struggling, and I found it really tough to even enjoy football." The AFL would need to approve Ugle-Hagan's comeback because he has been under the league's mental health plan since taking leave. But Ugle-Hagan, who is contracted to the Bulldogs until the end of next season, said he was adamant about resuming his 67-game AFL career. Bulldogs coach Luke Beveridge last week raised the same prospect. "I want to play footy. I can't wait to play footy," Ugle-Hagan said. "I want to kick a f***ing goal in front of those crowds. "I have been watching every single Bulldogs game. I have been supporting them, been watching them. "I will go to games at the end of the year. I genuinely want to play one more (game), I want to play some games. "It's going to be grouse." Ugle-Hagan maintained his commitment to the Bulldogs after trade speculation linked him with a possible trade to the Sydney Swans, given his time spent in NSW. He led the Bulldogs with a career-best 43 goals in 22 appearances last year, but has not featured at any level since the elimination final defeat to Hawthorn. Beveridge has also swatted away suggestions Ugle-Hagan could be on the move, declaring him "our player". "I'm obviously still contracted with the Doggies and I still want to play for them and I want to win a flag," Ugle-Hagan said. "It's the Bulldogs until my contract runs out and then hopefully they offer me another one, but we will see how we go. "They have given me opportunities since day dot, so why can't I get back?" Lifeline 13 11 14 beyondblue 1300 22 4636 13YARN 13 92 76 Western Bulldogs star Jamarra Ugle-Hagan has opened up about his mental ill health for the first time since taking a leave of absence. The former No.1 pick is looking to make his AFL comeback after recently visiting a health retreat in northern NSW in an effort to get his life and career back on track. Ugle-Hagan has not played this season, but rejoined Bulldogs teammates last week for the first time since April. He had been unable to regularly train with the Dogs since late last year. The 23-year-old took part in a light training session at Whitten Oval, but could still be weeks away from a possible comeback at VFL level. Speaking with ex-AFL players Mitch Robinson and Rhys Mathieson on the Rip Through It podcast, Ugle-Hagan revealed the extent of his battle, which has included suicidal thoughts. "All the noises actually sent me to a rehab facility for my mental health," Ugle-Hagan said. "It got to a point where I had to give my car to a mate, so I couldn't drive.'' Ugle-Hagan said he often felt isolated, and turned to alcohol at the height of his struggles, before spending time at the health retreat. "When you are down, you want to keep finding an upper," he said. "My upper was probably staying and hanging out with my mates and getting on the piss, and training with them as well. "But it just had no end goal. I didn't have a game. I didn't have anything. "My mental health wasn't in the right space, so I was struggling, and I found it really tough to even enjoy football." The AFL would need to approve Ugle-Hagan's comeback because he has been under the league's mental health plan since taking leave. But Ugle-Hagan, who is contracted to the Bulldogs until the end of next season, said he was adamant about resuming his 67-game AFL career. Bulldogs coach Luke Beveridge last week raised the same prospect. "I want to play footy. I can't wait to play footy," Ugle-Hagan said. "I want to kick a f***ing goal in front of those crowds. "I have been watching every single Bulldogs game. I have been supporting them, been watching them. "I will go to games at the end of the year. I genuinely want to play one more (game), I want to play some games. "It's going to be grouse." Ugle-Hagan maintained his commitment to the Bulldogs after trade speculation linked him with a possible trade to the Sydney Swans, given his time spent in NSW. He led the Bulldogs with a career-best 43 goals in 22 appearances last year, but has not featured at any level since the elimination final defeat to Hawthorn. Beveridge has also swatted away suggestions Ugle-Hagan could be on the move, declaring him "our player". "I'm obviously still contracted with the Doggies and I still want to play for them and I want to win a flag," Ugle-Hagan said. "It's the Bulldogs until my contract runs out and then hopefully they offer me another one, but we will see how we go. "They have given me opportunities since day dot, so why can't I get back?" Lifeline 13 11 14 beyondblue 1300 22 4636 13YARN 13 92 76 Western Bulldogs star Jamarra Ugle-Hagan has opened up about his mental ill health for the first time since taking a leave of absence. The former No.1 pick is looking to make his AFL comeback after recently visiting a health retreat in northern NSW in an effort to get his life and career back on track. Ugle-Hagan has not played this season, but rejoined Bulldogs teammates last week for the first time since April. He had been unable to regularly train with the Dogs since late last year. The 23-year-old took part in a light training session at Whitten Oval, but could still be weeks away from a possible comeback at VFL level. Speaking with ex-AFL players Mitch Robinson and Rhys Mathieson on the Rip Through It podcast, Ugle-Hagan revealed the extent of his battle, which has included suicidal thoughts. "All the noises actually sent me to a rehab facility for my mental health," Ugle-Hagan said. "It got to a point where I had to give my car to a mate, so I couldn't drive.'' Ugle-Hagan said he often felt isolated, and turned to alcohol at the height of his struggles, before spending time at the health retreat. "When you are down, you want to keep finding an upper," he said. "My upper was probably staying and hanging out with my mates and getting on the piss, and training with them as well. "But it just had no end goal. I didn't have a game. I didn't have anything. "My mental health wasn't in the right space, so I was struggling, and I found it really tough to even enjoy football." The AFL would need to approve Ugle-Hagan's comeback because he has been under the league's mental health plan since taking leave. But Ugle-Hagan, who is contracted to the Bulldogs until the end of next season, said he was adamant about resuming his 67-game AFL career. Bulldogs coach Luke Beveridge last week raised the same prospect. "I want to play footy. I can't wait to play footy," Ugle-Hagan said. "I want to kick a f***ing goal in front of those crowds. "I have been watching every single Bulldogs game. I have been supporting them, been watching them. "I will go to games at the end of the year. I genuinely want to play one more (game), I want to play some games. "It's going to be grouse." Ugle-Hagan maintained his commitment to the Bulldogs after trade speculation linked him with a possible trade to the Sydney Swans, given his time spent in NSW. He led the Bulldogs with a career-best 43 goals in 22 appearances last year, but has not featured at any level since the elimination final defeat to Hawthorn. Beveridge has also swatted away suggestions Ugle-Hagan could be on the move, declaring him "our player". "I'm obviously still contracted with the Doggies and I still want to play for them and I want to win a flag," Ugle-Hagan said. "It's the Bulldogs until my contract runs out and then hopefully they offer me another one, but we will see how we go. "They have given me opportunities since day dot, so why can't I get back?" Lifeline 13 11 14 beyondblue 1300 22 4636 13YARN 13 92 76
Perth Now
9 hours ago
- Sport
- Perth Now
Bulldogs star Ugle-Hagan on mental health struggles
Western Bulldogs star Jamarra Ugle-Hagan has opened up about his mental health struggles for the first time since taking a leave of absence, saying he battled with suicidal thoughts. The former No.1 pick is looking to make his AFL comeback after recently visiting a health retreat in northern NSW in an effort to get his life and career back on track. Ugle-Hagan has not played this season but rejoined Bulldogs teammates earlier this week for the first time since April. He had been unable to regularly train with the Dogs since late last year. The 23-year-old took part in a light training session at Whitten Oval, but could still be weeks away from a possible comeback at VFL level. Speaking with ex-AFL players Mitch Robinson and Rhys Mathieson on the Rip Through It podcast, Ugle-Hagan revealed the extent of his battle. "All the noises actually sent me to a rehab facility for my mental health," Ugle-Hagan said. "It got to a point where I had to give my car to a mate, so I couldn't drive - I just didn't trust myself driving. "There were times when I would think about, to be honest with you, just not even worth living. "Definitely - suicidal thoughts would come pretty frequently. "Especially when I felt like I was on my own the whole time, the way I was isolated and put out in the public." Ugle-Hagan said he turned to alcohol at the height of his struggles before spending time at the health retreat. "When you are down, you want to keep finding an upper," Ugle-Hagan said. "My upper was probably staying and hanging out with my mates and getting on the piss, and training with them as well. "But it just had no end goal. I didn't have a game. I didn't have anything. "My mental health wasn't in the right space, so I was struggling, and I found it really tough to even enjoy football." The AFL would need to approve Ugle-Hagan's comeback because he has been under the league's mental health plan since taking leave. But Ugle-Hagan, who is contracted to the Bulldogs until the end of next season, said he was adamant on resuming his 67-game AFL career. Bulldogs coach Luke Beveridge last week raised the same prospect. "I want to play footy. I can't wait to play footy," Ugle-Hagan said. "I want to kick a f***ing goal in front of those crowds. "I have been watching every single Bulldogs game. I have been supporting them, been watching them. "I will go to games at the end of the year. I genuinely want to play one more (game), I want to play some games. "It's going to be grouse." Ugle-Hagan maintained his commitment to the Bulldogs after trade speculation linked him with a possible trade to the Sydney Swans, given his time spent in NSW. He led the Bulldogs with a career-best 43 goals in 22 appearances last year, but has not featured at any level since the elimination final defeat to Hawthorn. Beveridge has also swatted away suggestions Ugle-Hagan could be on the move, declaring him "our player". "I'm obviously still contracted with the Doggies and I still want to play for them and I want to win a flag," Ugle-Hagan said. "It's the Bulldogs until my contract runs out and then hopefully they offer me another one, but we will see how we go. "They have given me opportunities since day dot, so why can't I get back?" Lifeline 13 11 14 beyondblue 1300 22 4636 13YARN 13 92 76 Lifeline 13 11 14
Daily Telegraph
10 hours ago
- Sport
- Daily Telegraph
Bulldogs top pick privately ‘bawling eyes out' as truth of sad saga emerges
Don't miss out on the headlines from AFL. Followed categories will be added to My News. WARNING: This story contains information that some people may find distressing. Jamarra Ugle-Hagan has shared the devastating moment he 'hit rock bottom' after making a return to the Bulldogs this month. The former No. 1 draft pick has for the first time confirmed he checked himself into a mental health facility in a key step towards reviving his AFL career. FOX FOOTY, available on Kayo Sports, is the only place to watch every match of every round in the 2025 Toyota AFL Premiership Season LIVE in 4K, with no ad-breaks during play. New to Kayo? Get your first month for just $1. Limited-time offer. The 23-year-old last week returned to the football club after being granted an indefinite leave of absence to manage personal issues. He has not played a game since 2024. Ugle-Hagan has now shared details of how he has taken steps towards playing in the AFL again after hitting 'rock bottom'. In an emotional interview with Mitch Robinson and Rhys Mathieson on the Rip Through it podcast published on Saturday, Ugle-Hagan said he at one point had suicidal thoughts frequently. In a tell-all interview, Ugle-Hagan made several eye-catching comments, including: — His desire to play for the Bulldogs before the end of the 2025 season. — His commitment to see out his contract with the Bulldogs through to the end of the 2026 season. — One of his coping mechanisms was to 'get on the p*** with mates'. — He at times did not want to leave his house; AND — He was privately rocked by the public racist abuse he received during the 2023 season. Jamarra Ugle-Hagan of the Bulldogs. Photo by Dylan Burns/AFL Photos via Getty Images. The star forward was racially abused by a spectator in a game between the Dogs and St Kilda in 2023 and he responded the next week booting five goals. He famously pointed to his skin in a brave public stance against racism after kicking one of those goals. While publicly, that appeared to be the end of it, Ugle-Hagan has revealed the incident privately rocked him. 'I was angry (about the abuse), sad, and behind doors I was bawling my eyes out. It affected me heaps,' he said. 'Then I was even embarrassed. I said nothing and did nothing. I just didn't want to go out in public. Jamarra Ugle-Hagan of the Bulldogs celebrates kicking his famous goal. Photo by. 'I went out there (the following week) and kicked the first goal and the last and kicked five. 'I was going to point to my mouth guard because it is indigenous colours, but I pointed at my skin and pulled up my jumper and it was the best feeling ever. 'The boys and the team f*** they made me feel good.' He said he has been battling many issues with his mental health. 'All the noises actually sent me to a rehab facility for my mental health,' Ugle-Hagan said. 'It got to a point where I had to give my car to a mate so I couldn't drive, I just didn't trust myself driving. There were times when I would think about – to be honest with you – just not even worth even living. 'I went through a struggle where I didn't want to leave the house. I hit rock bottom, and found basement. 'Definitely (there were suicidal thoughts). Suicidal thoughts would come pretty frequently. 'Especially when I felt like I was on my own the whole time. The way I was isolated and put out in public.' He said he at times was not interested in football and at times could not see a way for him to return to playing the game at an elite level. 'When you are down you want to keep finding an upper. My upper was probably staying and hanging out with my mates and getting on the p*** and training with them as well,' he said. 'But it just had no end goal, I didn't have a game. I didn't have anything. 'My mental health wasn't in the right space so I was struggling, and I found it really tough to even enjoy football. I lost the fun in it. I didn't want to play, it wasn't even a priority because all I wanted to do was find something. 'But I didn't know what that was until I have had this break.' He said the stay at the retreat had helped change his life. It was reported earlier this month Ugle-Hagan has ambitions to play for the Swans next year, but he said on the podcast he has not thought about a trade. He had trained sparingly with AFL — and at times VFL — teammates before his official leave of absence began in late April. Originally published as Bulldogs top pick privately 'bawling eyes out' as truth of sad saga emerges
